A word of advice, prove to that person who you can't love without how much you need rather want them. Actions speak louder than words. Coming from someone who lacks emotional stability, words aren't as strong. Prove, make the effort, and go the extra mile because that person will of course go above and beyond for you, if you fail to reciprocate or hurt that person they will be forever lost in a path of self destruction or never learn to love again. Also, if given the privilege to be let in to someone's heart and soul entire, take advantage and mend the broken past and help make way for a brighter future together. Be understanding that it's not going to be an easy journey but no matter what you will alway keep trying.
Alienating myself from everything and everyone. Maybe then I won't have to go through any of this. No more pain, no more suffering. I seem to be the epitome of everyone's problems, so it's best I eliminate myself.
“Don’t tell me that you love me, because anyone can tell me that. Tell me that I make you tear up with anger and frustration, but at the end of the day you still want to lay down next to me, put your arms around me, and sleep.”—Unknown (via ivoryhandsonivorykeys)